JASMINE HO SHU FANG

2010-10-15T00:43:00.002+08:00

i am in my deep thoughts. I often say ending your life is not thee best solution to solve problems.

Now i finally understand why will they have this strange thought cause now i understand how they feel.

13 months is coming so where we stand, unstable/stable?

i know working life is killing us and somehow you understood that and i need to keep my friends company. I know i have neglected you but i have really tried my best for everything but I am tired at times. I shall have so many things to say but I am speechless. I often ask myself do we suit each other or do you even need me.

Our timing is always opposite. When i am awake you are about to sleep, when i finish work you're still sleeping. When i am sleeping u are awake to play games, its like a routine.

2010-08-29T15:41:00.001+08:00

say hello to my new toy

2010-08-24T20:53:00.001+08:00

2010-08-24T18:05:00.001+08:00

Saying nothing at all.

Have we run of topics ?

2010-08-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

happy 11th.

let's go walk walk

2010-07-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

Going on a date with @nicholaio . Love you forever. Update soon

2010-07-11T13:17:00.006+08:00

Finally, I stepped out of Singapore like finally ever since 987654321 years ago.

I visited Bintan, this trip is great but I guess 2 days spent there is more than enough. The worse thing about this trip is taking ferry there and back because of sea sick.

Its great to have our meal at the poolside, dipping in the pool and have my pizza.

Needless to say, playing watersports is a must so we tried banana boat and jetski.

I was so afraid to fall off into the water though I was wearing a life jacket but still.

Baby was so nice to let me drive him around on a jetski but he is always asking me to go full speed.

My favourite drink there.

More pictures at fb.

go mi man

2010-07-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

Just got home from ikea with the girls . Oh bought something for @nicholaio . Love x always.can't wait for attachment to end cause I feel that schooling is the best period of your life

2010-07-04T13:42:00.006+08:00

Pictures below taken two weeks ago, cochlear limited brought us to Hay Dairies goat farm and Bollywood vegetable farms. Hot weather on a Saturday but it was a good experience because I guess we won't be visiting these places often because its located at lim chu kang.

Next post will be blogged about my virgin trip to Bintan.

sometimes

2010-06-30T08:18:00.000+08:00

Was bloghopping and saw this post about happiness. It made me realised that materials don't make me stay happy forever, just a moment of statisfaction. So I have decided to STOP buying label stuffs cause I feel as good or better when I Carry a brandless bag. I know baby and mom will be the happiest people to hear that. Really, I promise. That's my reflection of the day

I wish to go back to childhood

2010-06-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

Probably I am unsuitable to be in any relationship anymore because I am like a little girl lost in a jungle.

the hot sun is waiting us

2010-05-31T08:36:00.000+08:00

Eggcited for tomorrow's trip because it's the first time I'm travelling without my family. Oh yes baby it's our first trip :) even it's not just 2 of us but still I am so looking forward to this mini getaway plus my wonderful audreyxheng is coming, wo men de first time! More pictures will be posted, tons of pictures need to be uploaded from my camera. Okay I've yet back my barang barang. Love you lots @nicholaio

2010-05-23T15:44:00.005+08:00

Happy 8th baby on 18th. I love you sugar pie.

Life has been boring and tiring therefore I have neglected this space.

So i bought my new wallet , i love it i love it. Gave katespade and agnes b a miss because i dont want supermama to pay so much and I dont use my wallet for long.

So i am proud to say I PAID FOR MYSELF.

I guess baby is happy now cause he dont have to walk up and down , in and out of the shopping malls anymore just to search for my ideal wallet. Love you.

The weather is killing me.

Happy sunday people.

We're having claypot rice tonight.

I realised

2010-05-20T21:21:00.001+08:00

Now then , i realised i love you more than i can imagined. Days without you will be colourless, I will be lonely.

Living on with no motivation.

I want this for rest of my days.

2010-05-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

hello humans. Life has been really boring except activities after 5pm on weekdays. For the past week , I have been really busy with my room and its almost completed.

New bed , new table , new mirror and my room is painted with new layer of paint but still I love my brother's new room NEVERMIND as long as I dont have to share room with him anymore will do .

Mummy's day is coming therefore baby and I are going shopping for our mamas tomorrow.

Okay my blog is always boring. bye

2010-04-30T13:46:00.003+08:00

This space is so dead. I know because of the attachment that really worn me out. Insufficient sleep everyday.

My birthday celebration is over , I had a memorable birthday this year. Even my attachment colleagues bought a cake and surprise me when I came back from my lunch.

Thats how much i love this year's birthday I WANT EVERY YEAR's BIRTHDAY TO BE LIKE THAT!!!

I am crazy over Polaroid films. Thankyou baby you really read my mind but too bad I am a spoiler who always ruin your plans. But love you deeply ok.

2010-04-18T01:19:00.013+08:00

This post will be about my birthday party held last friday night. It was at Aloha loyang . Thankyou my dearest brother who booked the bungalow as my bday gift. I hope everyone enjoyed the party to the fullest and I did . Not to mention , I was duper high and fall asleep at 1 am while all my guests are having fun out there :(

Thankyou to all my precious guests who make it to the party and the awesome i received this year.

Thankyou to all that make my party enjoyable.

The girls made me lie on the bed and pour chivas into my mouth but the worst thing was it didnt last for 3 /5 sec but one birthday song.

I have no idea what are they doing ?!

Thankyou for the wonderful presents.

2010-04-11T16:20:00.008+08:00

My favourite place to hang out till late night

He brought me to walk through this . I swear its killing me

Make your own animation

Yesterday we went over to the land of aliens to get some decoration stuffs for my bday party and this place " marble slab" sells the best icecream ! Its located at iluma by the way.

2010-04-08T19:31:00.003+08:00

Birthday cake (X) i guess 2.7 kg is big enough.

Catering ( X)

Sakae sushi platter ( )

Decorations ( )

Booze ( )

Birthday dress ( x)

BBQ food ( )

p/s I miss my topshop jeans :( blame my itchy hands to cut them and i have to throw away! bye $98

2010-04-06T04:20:00.005+08:00

Family dinner on friday night ( goodfriday) at imperial kitchen . The food was really good especially mango pudding. Topshop next and I bought my birthday dress and Topshop is having a promotion of 40% for the second piece.
In addition an extra $10 voucher and 20 % birthday voucher for this fruitful april.

As mentioned , yesterday was my cousin's wedding at aranda country club. It was the first time I attended a wedding ceremony at chalet.

Oh after the ceremony , i went to get my hair highlighted and hair treatment after so long .

Earlier on baby was really damn sweet to drive all the way to geylang for some beancurd and my favourite egg tarts below. Caught " fire of conscience " and guess who we saw ? addison ! at e!hub.

Lastly , my fatty face say GOODNIGHT !

2010-04-03T00:56:00.001+08:00

No idea what to wear this sunday cousin's wedding.

New dresses added . I start to love dresses againn

2010-04-02T16:09:00.004+08:00

say hello to my dear sarah

our all time favourite baby!

happy smiley goodfriday

2010-03-31T16:18:00.002+08:00

hello sweetlover. I guess you're still sleeping , wait for me.

Preparations for birthday party is tiring i guess I will not have another anymore :o
So i need to make a trip to a party store located at bugis.

For this year's birthday , I have no idea what i want/ need.
Probably TOPSHOP / FOREVER 21 vouchers is the best gift and practical for everyone.
because I need many many clothes , shoes , accessories !

2010-03-30T13:44:00.001+08:00

2010-03-28T22:07:00.001+08:00

I have sent out my invitations on facebook ! So friends try to attend ok :)

And call me a happy girl because mom is getting those for me ! (Y)

2010-03-27T00:03:00.009+08:00

Its been so long since I meet the girls. So yesterday we headed down to the attachment company for interview. FOR GOODNESS SAKE , the place is located at upper Thomson road and the worst thing is WE'RE NOT PAID AT ALL YEAH NOT EVEN A SINGLE CENT. One word to describe , free labor. We need to travel from the east 5 days a week and office wear everyday , can't stop complaining.

The interview lasted for almost 1 hour plus and back to baby's place to get change for night's dinner with the guys to celebrate mike's birthday.
We had dinner at werner's , german pig knuckles for me . The food was really good and filling .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

The chewy mini calamari rings

After that , we went to this house party located at changi . The place is damn boring, stuffy and I just sat there for a couple of hours . That reminds me of my upcoming birthday party ! I seriously hope my guests will not get bored like how I feel last night.

only love on earth

The birthday boy got super high after drinking and clinging on shafiq to get some attention

They said I do this when I am dancing and halfway through I will take pictures

This afternoon , met audreycheng for trial treatment at marie france bodyline to try out and get rid sonme fats of our bodies. We need to postpone the treatment because I am having period and we need to wrap our bodies from tigh up to stomach . How can I do this when I am bleeding down there .

2010-03-24T13:54:00.002+08:00

I wanted this so badly that I dreamt that I have 5 different colours of it. BUT ITS A DREAM DREAM DREAM . Having one is good enough.

Caught " remember me ". I would say its an interesting movie and related with world trade centre at the very last part of movie.

2010-03-23T15:36:00.004+08:00

Formspring is added on the left hand side of this blog since everyone is signing up for that how can I not sign up.
Movie marathon for yesterday's afternoon. Caught " heartbreak kid " , " supersize me" at baby's place and " haunting in connecticut" at jem's place in the night. Simpang Bedok for supper ! I am craving for the chickenwings badly

Have been looking for the perfect wallet as my 21st birthday gift . My initial thought is to get a bag but I have too many bags to clear therefore that will come after my room is revamp which is soon like 1 or 2 months later.

Among these 3 , I cant make up my mind . I need suggestions

2010-03-21T22:08:00.006+08:00

The whole process of making pizza was really fun and it taste really good as you can taste different textures in a mini pizza.

Loverboy wore the tee i bought for him . It show " TAKE ME TO THE STRIPPERS" HUR HUR ! I AM WATCHING @@ YOU.

I made dinner for the family tonight , it didn't turn out great but its edible. Opps ! While typing this entry , my legs are numb that I can't move to the kitchen and grab some sushi

baby is watching the big match tonight . i miss you loverboy

Its time to decide on the cake , food and sending invitations for my birthday party .

2010-03-20T03:22:00.000+08:00

it never fail to be mine
it never fail to be me

I'm sorry

2010-03-19T14:59:00.001+08:00

Currently waiting for the boyfriend to finish his paper in school! Bloghopping and playing games to kill time. We made pizzas yesterday and caught "bad boy" that's how we celebrated our 6th . I am going To bake some cupcakes soon , I've never tried that before but suddenly I have the urge to learn cooking and baking . So what is the plan for today ?

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2010-03-19T04:32:00.006+08:00

We celebrated our 6th together by making pizza not ONE BUT FOUR

i love you

2010-03-17T02:20:00.004+08:00

I didnt managed to get my vans shoes the previous day we went to penisula plaza so I finally bought it yesterday! We had lunch at delifrance , our favourite place for lunch .

SAY I LOVE YOU

These were today , we spend the whole day eating and caught " green zone "

2010-03-14T13:03:00.003+08:00

Thats bestie becs . She look uber skinny right now please eat more and more best!

We went to this korean resturant which is still our favourite place for lunch.

13 march 2010 .

Our mission for the day = get ourselves vans shoes.

So baby brought me all the way to penisula plaza .

:( why am i born with small feets so boyfriend bought his new pair of shoes.

Chips from Marks and spencer is the BEST BEST BEST!

I am damn hungry now :( mom is out and coming back with my lunch soon.

Chicken lice~

2010-03-13T12:58:00.003+08:00

I am tired yet doubt I'm able to go back to sleep.
Its saturday again , time flies doesn't it. So during this holiday , boyfriend and I caught movies and more movies almost everyday.

9March2010
I brought the boyfriend to novena because he has never been there in his life. So it was a long journey to novena.

The ice-cream is not as good as last time i ate anymore . b&j and ICC are still the best!!!! for me

We went for poker after that ofcoirse I didn't play because my luck is really bad since chinese new year :( lost money and shitty cards. So before that baby drove to geyland see his happy face above with his favourite butterfly in hand

Open your eyes! Like me !

I am down with flu and my legs are numb therefore I cant walk to the bathroom to bathe meet the boyfriend. We're going to get new shoes, so excited.

By the way, finally after 2 months I met up with the bestie for lunch and IT fair after that. Love you loads

i see nobody but us among the crowd

2010-03-07T19:46:00.004+08:00

Rebel with the usual last night.
I love the umbrella dress I am wearing and baby look so hamsum last night hmm alright he looks hamsum every single day. We had mac breakie .
We need to get a job as soon as possible otherwise our bank will left with just 1 digit

Goodness yes this kind of people exist

2010-03-06T05:52:00.001+08:00

Yeah I guess it's all running in the blood of theirs . All have few similarities like they never say no and they do not spare a thought for others and they are always at their best for some talents. I hate it I don't salute but we should point our middle fingers towards them . Humans out there they cannot be dependable .Their skins are made of million layers of elephant skins . In conclusion , these people should just f off

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2010-03-05T14:30:00.005+08:00

I look super fat here

That explains the whole week.

2010-03-04T14:11:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why my face look so different oh ya i snapped my hair.

The weather is so hot and the sunny out there.
I am going to wear my jeans out later.
We are getting new covers for our phones .

Oh I must have done some good deeds to have the best boyfriend

2010-03-03T04:23:00.001+08:00

I am pretty tired though we took a nap from 10pm till 3am. We had our haircut together oh boy looks so cute but guess he hates it for now because he told me not to take any pictures of him for a month well as for me I regret to cut my hair shorter. You know what time together spend is never quite enough and I know we not only have now but many years ahead to spend together - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

2010-03-02T16:00:00.001+08:00

was it me ? was it you ?
Or us that it has became a cycle.

damn you sexy boy!

2010-03-01T13:21:00.002+08:00

oh i am pretty looking forward for my first day of the holidays.
Hmm pretty much awake now with an empty stomach and a long list of cravings

There is a possibilty of visiting town today if not we will be just staying home and watch movie.

Birthday party is coming ! (Y)

the arms i want forever

2010-02-28T02:57:00.007+08:00

Exams are over and I dont have to carry papers in my bag for these 2 months. Oh well papers are managable except qmethod grr goodness.

Oh i love the boy with headband best boyfriend to me on earth.

High 5 , 5 in the air. Susheee for our lunch

Goodness so hamsum and meet the guys for fishing in the night.

His face?!!

See the eyeliner below , the quality is really smooth and good .Thankyou baby's aunt she got bought me these really thoughtful gifts from tokyo.

Gong xi gong xi

2010-02-17T16:22:00.009+08:00

Happy chinese new year people. Some updates regarding chinese new year.
The reunion dinner , home cooked food by grandpapa

The usual , a must to play mahjong during chinese new year till late night.

First day of chinese new year

Oh this cute little pie is uber cute i swear he is . He speaks like an adult.

This year's valentine's day falls on chinese new year. Baby came over to visit goodness who knows he appear with a bouquet of daisies goodness the best best best valentine's day . Thankyou baby I love you ultra deeply.

Dinner with his family at Tony Roma's and left for jem's place.

The amount of money they bet on blackjack is horrible $50 bucks , $ 150 bucks.

Oh man .

This post sums up my valentine's day and chinese new year.

baby i love you deeeply

valentine's day falls on chinese new year ??

2010-02-14T11:55:00.002+08:00

Happy new year peeps.
The diamond ring is loved. Thanks gpapa

Happy Valentine's day shall see you later baby at jem's place.

an air ticket thats all i want now

2010-02-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

I need to leave this hot island.
Its just me especially this period illness comes one after one.
I gets irritated easily , extremely.

i messed up everything but yet you have never give up on me

2010-02-07T11:24:00.009+08:00

Oh i own this new love now. Thankyou baby you're the sweetest candy ever in my life , always mine okay dokay!

Finally some visuals are up to make this space a little lively. Bbq at east coast park on friday night and mac don don in the morning after baby's class , the usual fridays.
Sleepyhead me i feel so tired throughout the whole day , oily face , heavy eye bags thats me on friday night but not to mention the stingrays are the best food ever for the night.

Oh redbeanie you're such a sweetiepie who never fails to melt my heart by fetching my goodfriend from work to eastcoast because you're afraid that I'll be bored that night. Tell me who can i find someone like you.

Time to back track alittle back to last monday. I have never been that busy before in my life 2 presentations in a day and filming for buscommunication during break time.

I am supposed to sit beside baby while he is playing poker and he will throw my ring into the betting get the whole idea BUT i ended up being the cameraman but its fun though.

Last sunday's Lauren 's 6th and happy birthday little princess.

2 weeks back , 25 jan. Happy 24th to my brother much loves.

Pictures taken weeks back during an outing for the girls and baby came to meet us during the evening. Crystal jade for din din , favourite XLB. Oh sweet lover

I am in pain right now :( toothache and i am super relectant to visit the dentist.

its a day to remember

2010-01-30T03:18:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO NICHOLAI JAY TAN ! Oh sugardonut you passed your tp and i am fucking proud of you.
I love the journey back home.
I feel safe sitting beside you.
And i feel so proud because I accompanied you throughout the whole process.

GUESS WHAT I AM MISSING YOUR UBER BADLY AGAIN. For goodness sake , your face is always stuck in my mind where ever i am.
Do you know do you know ?!
You have done the 60 things in the list or should I say its more than that.

2010-01-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

hello cococrunch. I'm missing you uber badly right now 3 more mins for you to finish driving.
I had a great meal with you baby.
Thankyou for everything
I am sorry that we always end up fighting over school work, its been always school work.
Its just me which gets irritated easily over work.

iloveyou

i had black carrot cake for breakie

2010-01-24T14:35:00.003+08:00

My birthday party location is somehow confirmed and I am eggcited about it.
Mom has been persuading me about the lsome stuffs that it is not necessary to have I will think about it . Somehow I am in confusion if it's for my friends or myself.
What i want for my birthday this year ?! Seriously , I am clueless but I always feel that shopping vouchers is the best thing.
TOPSHOP or FOREVER 21!!!!!!

I need to update my music list yet I am pretty lazy because I need to buy a 4 gb thumbdrive.

Family dinner later for brother's 24th birthday.OPPS i just found out maybe he is attached damn i am so curious about how the girl looks like whatever i am always that kpo.

Back to school work. Damn!

stare blank

2010-01-24T01:22:00.004+08:00

have no idea why am i here.

A saturday spent at home , I guess the family is surprise to see me walking around the house.

we're getting the birks soon.

April is the month I'm looking forward too .

Play the music

i love it when you call

2010-01-23T13:38:00.003+08:00

Examination is coming in between chinese new year period _l_ tell me who will study during chinese new year period.
I dread school gotta head out to baby's place for to get my projects done.

Weekends?!

Shopping day with the girls yesterday but I spent $80 on nothing. I have no idea what i spent on:( Crystal jade with loverboy after the girls left and oh the fried rice ! baby says we will have that next week again.thumbs up! :)
Caught "its complicated" and its a nice movie because I DIDNT FALL ASLEEP PEOPLE.Ask baby he knows the best.

I hate my closet to the core and i cant wait to revamp my room seriously.
I hate the clothes i own and just wish to use fire to destroy them.
I just hope i will win 4d 1st prize will do so that i can buy the dresses i saw yesterday.

I see you everywhere

2010-01-21T22:11:00.011+08:00

Last week was Jem's birthday party at this brazailian resturant for dindin and the food was awesome plus the mineral h20 cost $7 bucks . Countless bottles for the water that we ordered .
Headed over to rebel / zirca after dindin .

Two weeks back , attended tanpeipei's twentee1 's birthday party at aranda country club oh i am so eggcited for mine which will be on april april april people! Brought loverboy along. Feel so good that I saw best , thanks best for the presents ! love you much!

Best & loverboy

Happy birthday tanpeipei!

Sometimes i dread to go for fashion class especially next week tell me how am i going to finish 20 designs with 5 pages of eygpt research and 2 pages of fabrics. Not only marketing , qmethod, finance are meeting its deadline soon.

Miserable !

2010-01-14T23:02:00.008+08:00

Excursion to the national museum for 20th fashion . There is no MAGIC SCHOOL BUS :(
Gawd and I suffered from nightmare after the trip. Well but the whole trip was simply awesome and after that we walked about the museum , visited the "1950s - 1980s bags " gallery and I was so excited to show mommy the pictures I took for her because I guess that definitely bring memories back for her.

sweetpie came to pick me up after my fieldtrip.

caught "palhem 123 " but as usual i fall asleep.

Oh readbeanie i will see you tomorrow okay.

first post of 2zero1zero

2010-01-09T12:48:00.005+08:00

The pictures above marked the last day of 2009 spent with the friends.

We had dinner at Newyork NewYork .

Goodness everywhere was block and its the first time that i climb over the railings in my life

Caught fireworks at one fullerton which was awesome.

Sitting at the poolside is much love and I truly love the new environment of baby's place.

And having ICC is just downstairs though i miss the old house a little.

Okay peipei's twenty1 birthday party later on.

Gotta get myself prepare now to meeet the loverboy.

last post of 09

2009-12-31T10:37:00.002+08:00

this will be the last post of 2009.
It was a year with ups and downs like a rollarcoaster for me .
It made me realised many things that I didnt when i was just a 9teen year old girl now I am turning 21 soon time flies and I feels that I didnt make any achievement in life.

I became emotionally stronger but yet sometimes i still behave like a cry baby
I met new group of friends
I lost some friends
true colours of some people
I met someone who I thought We will never be that close
I became closer to my family especially my mother.
I bought far too many bags
I spent far too much cash
But still 2009 has been a great year for me .

Tonightwill be a good night .
Baby says whatever happen on the last day of the year will continues throughout the next year.
Oh is that true ? haha

time together is never enough

2009-12-29T21:41:00.005+08:00

2 more days and a new year is coming coming coming.

Had a peaceful christmas with just having a good meal with someone special.

I'm thankful for everything and the present which i wanted months ago

I'm sick :( down with sorethroat , cough and flu . I hate this feeling

happy birthday

2009-12-23T14:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CLARA !

P/S i am feeling unwell :(

counting down oh yes tomorrow its our celebration

2009-12-22T14:40:00.003+08:00

oh my goodness two more days its our first festive season together and i ruin the surprise which i am not suppose to know till thursday night but OPPS

tears if joy but okay b i will act as if i dont know anything .

GRRR but still i rullt love the gift and definitely you will LOVE mine

i am missing missing you super badly :(

dates

2009-12-20T23:52:00.001+08:00

I am having lunch with the girls on christmas eve oh how nice and counting down with B .

sweetboy o mine is with his friends and I'm missing him badly :( :( i wanna draw stars on your hands better let me do that tomorrow if not you're going to suffer ! hahahhah

I feel like eating corn nibbles RIGHT NOW and I want dresses , shoes and more bags for christmas .

Please nicholai i am not hinting you ah!

NO I DONT DO SO !!! HAHHAHAHA

its a daily thing to say I love you

2009-12-20T15:13:00.005+08:00

Spend my saturday at baby's place for the weekly soccer and I didn't fall asleep this time round right baby :)

Caught " ALL ABOUT STEVE " after soccer

Friday , we spent the whole day at town and happy tree to us.

Baby we've been through so much and here we are celebrating our 3rd month together.

I love you deeply red bean beanie .

Visited 313 's 4 storeys of forever 21 and its pretty awesome but the place is stuffy just like wisma's outlet.

Thursday night spent at suntec oh hello bee bee

Its school holidays right now yet we will be busy doing projects projects and more projects .

1 more week left oh my goodness

Christmas is coming and its out 1st christmas together

we hit the TREE TREE THREE

2009-12-18T12:20:00.002+08:00

happy tree to us !

Its the happy us .

WE'll be spending our day in town town town

Flea market and 313 is waiting for me especially the 4 storeys forever21.

a burnt smell

2009-12-14T12:12:00.002+08:00

I am widely awake since 1030am forcing myself back to bed yet it doesn't work.

I am feeling fugging broke and i forgot to take come kaching from mommy :(

Nevermind allowance day is 2 days away from now.

Today is just not a stay-home day .

We should walk around out there .

Holidays are here but i would rather attend school as usual because holidays = spend more.

2009-12-13T01:31:00.004+08:00

say hello to my BIG FACE !

Brother is back to the land of singapore.

He got me gifts which i am very satisfied with them.

Peeps hve a wonderful sunday okay

I'll need to get a cover for my new toy

xoxo for nicholai

and i will give up labels to own more clothing

CANT HIDE IT ANYMORE

2009-12-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

wohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i just cant hide my excitement .

Its going to be in my hands in less than an hour.

Baby is getting his tomorrow !

Everyone is using it.

Baby ,drey, mike , jemmy , navin , shafiq , joshua , daniel , dom are using it.

2009 is all about gadgets for me.

we both trust each other

2009-12-10T00:19:00.006+08:00

Its been so so long since I last updated.

This week is term test week and also deadline for 20th century fashion but well everything is over and i'm only left with one more paper which is on friday.

Last week attended weeseng's tweentieee -1 surprise party at Naumi's hotel and thankyou victoria for the invitation.

Balloons everywhere and I really love the layout of the hotel.

Had lotsa fun especially when the clock strikes 12 and its his birthday.

goodness PINATA! SO UBER CUTE RIGHT. BABY RIGHT !!!

Just came back from ehub after watching "zombieland " and its a pretty good movie well worth watching.

Christmas is coming and probably baby will be spending his this festive season overseas , nevermind we'll have our pre-celebration okay dok.

Iphone is coming coming coming ! Going to be in my hands soon most probably next month oh baby we'll get that together. Black and white.

saltwater room

2009-11-29T13:57:00.007+08:00

We visited Singapore Art Museum yesterday, walked around town after that and Christmas trees are everywhere yet I can't feel the atmosphere of this festive season.

mommy just called me and ask if i want that pair of vans shoes .

GUESS WHAT ?! i rejected it. Be proud of me baby.

An iphone is all i want. I would rather she calls and ask me that instead.

Alright I need to get back to my work.

Scream

2009-11-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

I wish I own a timemachine.
Not wanting to go back to the past but to go to any part of my life with no assignments , homeworks and projects that are killing me .
Ofcourse i'm very contented having the people around me .
Oh sweet cococrunchy bun.
I'm missing you and i know we've not been spending much time even though we spend most of the time sticking together but my eyes are always stick to the laptop's screen especially during the weekends.
Term tests is just 2 weeks ago and due dates for projects is also drawing near especially design stuffs which i 've spent $xxx and hundreds of hours on it .

I need to release out all the stress in me which i guess sometimes i;ve split personality

I wish to hear nicholai's voice now but he is playing poker . Yeah he should have some private time with his friends.
Always and needs to be understanding too because everyone human needs their own life.

An iphone thats what i want for christmas.

the sunshine boy oh pretty boy

2009-11-22T11:54:00.004+08:00

I'm home alone doing work when i'm suppose to be in town doing shopping with mommy.
Stay home sunday . I thought i lost my thumbdrive last night oh my lucky boy found it , in my umbrella .
I need to start on my moodboard , I've decided on my title and I need to come up with 12 designs by wednesday.
BTT on tuesday, please let me pass that .

anyone else but us

2009-11-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

happy twotwotwo two to us !
Seoul garden and caught " 2012" on wednesday after a long day spent in school.
20th century fashion is rully stressing me out .
I guess I'll suffer from a hair loss soon .

Projects and more projects coming up again.
24 hours a day
a pair of hands
one brain
_l_

oh i gotta get myself ready.
Baby surprise suprise !

2009-11-17T23:52:00.001+08:00

IMY

you caught me in the rain

2009-11-15T12:54:00.015+08:00

School work is piling high up and term test is coming.
We're suppose to watch " 2012" yesterday but all the timeslots are either selling fast/ sold out so back to baby's place for " house on the left "

Rebel on friday night . CCN day in the afternoon .

Happy birthday to you daniel ! 3 hours of design class really worned me out and heavy bag for the whole day . Dinner at swensen and poker after dinner. I lost kaching kaching !

Navin's eggteeen celebration last saturday night at rebel .

mirror mirror on the wall

2009-11-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

cutie pie oh i love you lotsa deep down the cave, under the deep blue sea.

we spent the rest of the day after school at ikea for a good meal and running about like kids.

More pictures of last saturday taken at rebel will be uploaded soon .

I've got a 2.5cm wide blister :( that hurts .

I should be doing some research work for design but i just can';t stop talking to baby.

Quizzes week is coming, stressful school.

I should be thankful I'm not a design student.

Back to some sketching work world

2009-11-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

its easy to make mistake.

happy birthday njtyt , a post bout you

2009-11-05T00:06:00.012+08:00

So a week ago I was pretty caught up with preparations for baby's birthday which falls on 30 october 09 , last friday.
The toughest thing was what should i get for him.
Happy birthday to you baby.
So I had to come up with lies to carry out my plan .

when the clock strikes 12 appearing outside his gate and he was real surprised about that because i told him i wont be seeing him that night.

A bigger surprise for baby on friday which was the actual day . The guys secretly got him something real awesome and you can his happy face below when he entered his room.

In the night , we attended addison's birthday party at aranda country club. Most people were fucking drunk and I'm one of them. The feeling sucks like hell when i woke up .Seriously , i need to stay from it for a period of time.

More pictures are uploaded at facebook.

I hope that you had an enjoyable and memorable birthday baby.

I love you.

its your big day

2009-10-30T12:40:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday nicholai jay tan yi tao.
I cant wait for today's celebration see you in an hour time.
Tonight will be a good night baby.
More visuals will be up soon :) :)

You know i love you. xoxo

thats when i love you

2009-10-27T02:05:00.003+08:00

I am always missing you even when you're by my side.
We just parted an hour ago but still you're always stuck in my mind.
I feel so safe and sound whenever you;'re by my side and you never fails to make me smile widely.
Feels like a little girl whenever I'm lying on your chest looking at the face of someone who i thought we'll be just friends because he always seems to so far from me.
I love you deeper each day and always
Thankyou for everything.

you gave me something

2009-10-25T21:19:00.003+08:00

caught me eating again well i am feeling hungry after eating one packet of fried rice with 2 chicken wings
I miss you baby. I rully hope that liverpool will win tonight right baby.
I will just stop buying bags bags and more bags at least till end of this year because i had bought 10 bags so far.
I love the H&M headband that baby's mom got for me thanks auntie :)

i need more footwears , more clothings , more bottoms .

Its monday , another school day .

i think we need each other

2009-10-25T13:57:00.002+08:00

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I feeling fcuking hungry now :(
Yesterday was just a day with ups and downs but afterall its a day for us to know each other better.
Caught " halloween II " and dont really understand the story plot .

I met someone whom i misses for months .
Picked up the courage to tap the shoulder who is one of the closest person to me.
The hug melts my heart , i miss you best.

2009-10-24T14:54:00.002+08:00

its no longer stays because things changes
We have to adapt the changes and thats life the cruel reality.

I woke up from a horrible nightmare with tears all over my face.
An empty feeling is stuck inside me yet i've no idea what is it.
Sometimes i wish things stays the same but NO it doesnt FACE IT AND ACCEPT IT.
I neeed to be dependent on myself like how i used to be.

have a great saturday peeps.
I hope i will feel the same way too

i meet you somewhere

2009-10-23T12:19:00.006+08:00

I'm free from school on fridays.
I love my cds because its something about my interest and oh how nice finally i get into that for my last cds.
A long update about this whole week.

Last sunday marked the first of ours. Family lunch and met nicholai over at his place.
sweet boy o mine , thanks for the little note.
Baby I love you deep down the cave.

First day of school was a pretty tiring day but yet we managed to have dinner at "Tony Roma's"

Huge servings they served and I really missed the onion loaf.

Wednesday , attended my first lesson for 20th century fashion.

3 hours of lesson is really tiring yet I am really excited for all the upcoming assignments.

Nicholai came to pick me up from school. Had dinner at doby ghaut and caught " hurt locker " . I suffered from motion sickness after watching.

We happened to walk past this space at cathy which is like a mini museum about history of cathy. Real interesting

Yesterday

ICC after dinner.

2 hours ago , i had lunch for nicholai and co . The guys are playing soccer right now and while i'm back home to play cafe world . I'm pretty addicted to that game.

7 more days to nicholai jay tan yi tao's birthday!!!!!

its not dead

2009-10-22T10:53:00.001+08:00

I'll update this space later in the night.
School in an hour time yet i'm still in my pj.

your favourite smell

2009-10-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

School is starting on monday.

I'm pretty upset because we're not classmates anymore baby .
But we'll attend lectures together kay.

Met up with pearlyn in the late noon and some new clothings added to the wardrobe.
I just checked the airfares to BKK during december .

Our first falls on this sunday.
Time flies, but the feeling gets stronger each day.

she's a genius

2009-10-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

baby is now working and ending his work in an hour time.
Sweet child i miss you alotalot though we met 3 hours ago.

I so wanna fly to BKK and hongkong like real soon.
Next holiday baby kay.

School is starting next week and I just can't wait for it.

Arrse!! i dont waste money. HAHAHAHAHA
Did a little retail therapy before meeting baby at his place after soccer .

I exchanged a blackberry bold for a new school bag.

I'm fucking hungry now waiting for mommy to come back with my dinner.

I love us

2009-10-13T00:40:00.009+08:00

Saturday
Jemmy is back from switzerland. Met the guys for dinner at parkway and before that I went to get my hair trimmed and free manicure oh how nice !
Poker in the night and its the first time for me to play with the guys.

Next day , Brunch at Vienna International buffet resturant.

Wide variety of food they served.Most of the pictures captured are food that I took .

They served fruit juices in test tubes.

Town for some shopping and its definitely a fruitful day for me.

Visuals that we took earlier on . Caught " 500 days with summer " I love it. Its a meaningful movie I will say .

I have a boyfriend who love to crack my hands , ask weird questions that will makes you feel " what the f , how should i answer ?" haha.

But still no matter what i love you.

we drew on the sands

2009-10-10T14:47:00.005+08:00

EastCoast park last night for dinner .
I guess I have been eating way too much because i ate a bowl of instant noodles with 6 piece of luncheon meat yesterday before meeting the boyfriend for dinner. It seems like luncheon meat has became my goodfriend.
Back to his place and caught "american history X" but I left the place without finishing it .
Kelly's place for mahjong till dawn.

WHAT SHOULD I WEAR LATER ?! hello hamsum 2 and 1/2 hours more to see your hamsum face. where shall we go for dinner tonight ?!!!!

Your darling jemmy is back.

XOXO nicholai

i thought it was eventually its not

2009-10-09T13:54:00.004+08:00

Oh i am so freaking hungry and a full list of food that i'm craving for .
1.kfc
2.popeyes
3. mcspicy with cheese
4.pasta
5.xlb
6.carl's jr
7.chicken rice
8.maggie goreng
the list just goes on please.

Nevermind i guess i will just cook noodles with luncheon meat because i cant take it anymore.

I miss double AAs badly :(

Blueprints

2009-10-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

Samantha's sweet twenty celebration on saturday at phuture.
Oh happy birthday babe! Hope that you enjoyed yourself that night.
I got myself fucking high and speaked like a kid. Oh how embaressing so poor boyfriend has to deal with me .
Its been so long since I last partyed .
A great night girls. xoxo

Monday , Happy legal Eggteen glenn !

A surprise lunch for him at marche.
Met the boyfriend for dinner and caught " surrogates" , its worth watching.

Yesterday .

We had a date at vivo , carl's jr for dinner and the thought of beef fries just make me feels like having it again.

Much loves to cococrunch.

again and once again

2009-10-08T02:23:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry that this is another new space humans.
I still prefer blogspot afterall.

I'll update here tomorrow alright.

Hearts